Wow, life has been so... Dramatic over the past few months it's insane and I just want to let it all out and tell someone it.

Firstly, I had a misscarige on july the 3, which still has me crying every day. And the person that got me pregnat didn't evan care.

I got in a big fight with a friend who ended up manipulating most of my friends into hating me, so now I can't hang out with them.

I also broke up with my boyfriend of 9 months because I got raped by an 18 year old friend and he convinced everyone that it was what I wanted and that I forced it on him.

I tried to kill myself because rape is my biggest fear and he has been trying to rape me again and again and not only that but other people are trying to do that to me too just for the fun of watching me suffer.

I've been suspended from school because I've skipped class to much because to many things have happened to me to have to worry about doing schoolwork and such.

I ran away from home because my dad is ticked at me for everything and won'tet me explain it to him, so now I'm living with my nana.

I'm completely covered in bite marks and hand marks from people abusing me, and I just don't know how to cope with this anymore or evan who to turn to.

If anyone can give me any type of advice for this, then that would only make my life that much better. And please don't think I'm doing any of this for attention, I honestly need people to help me, because I can't handle it anymore.